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They deem me mad for I will not sell my days for gold

I deem them mad for they think my days have a price !



Monday, February 23, 2009

I flew with broken wings! A Jazz'y' flight!

The first Eve led Adam out of Paradise by her own will, while the time enthralled in it a unbearable concoction of magnetism and pull which made him enter willingly into the paradise of pure love and high affection by her sweetness and love, Kaafir explored it on a dark night!!
A moment of moments that spoke in a heavenly language , loftier than the voices of tongues and lips.
She led him and he followed, like a child in oblivion of all but only conscious of him and of who he follows. The night even darker than even before but a moment brighter than the brightest star! The moment only got ever more enveloping like a calm lake that attracts the singing rivulets to its depth and makes them silent. Only our spirits can understand the beauty that lies within. It puzzled Kaafir. It puzzled him, unable to describe in his mind. How intriguing it was to see so clearly yet in dark even when some in ray of the Holy sun seem to be blind..
Togetherness of them both seemed like the instance of the only freedom in the world because it elevated the spirit that the laws of humanity and the phenomena of nature could not alter its course. It was a destined Jazz!
Every visit led the wanderer(Kaafir) marvel at the gorgeous beauty and indisputable intelligence and strength she possessed. He felt like an invisible hand drawing him to her.
Every walk into her soul gave him a new meaning to her beauty and a new insight into her sweet spirit, until she became a book whose pages he could understand and whose praises he could sing, but which he could ne'er finish reading. An angel whom providence has provided with beauty of spirit and body is a truth, at the same time both open and secret, which he could only understand by affection and touch only by virtue;for He know to describe such a woman would only mean to render her to vapor.
That jazzy night she seemed rather thoughtful than talkative, and her silence was a kind of music that carried one to a world of dreams and made Kaafir listen to the throbbing of his heart and see the ghost of his thoughts and feelings standing before him, looking at him in the eye.
She sat beside him and linked her spirit with his, it seemed as if each saw in the other's face with what the heart was feeling and they heard the echo of a hidden voice. God has set in the moment an attachment, separation could render nothing but agony.
He was a sorrowful spirit. And a sorrowful spirit finds rest when united with a soul more defined than his. It was hers. Both such spirits join affectionately, as a stranger is cheered when he sees another stranger in a strange land. The moon looked o'er em and it seemed that the karmic connection was written to happen.
Its when they say hearts are united through the medium of sorrowful affection will not be separated by the glory of a cheerful happy separation. A moment cleansed by tears will remain eternally pure and beautiful. Such was her presence.
She had been the spring to him.. moments where she sang songs of happiness for him and led him to sleep.. waking him at dawn to reveal the meaning of life and secrets of the gory world!
Its an accord that needs no name , but that would set the boundaries of our sky and where is a sky with boundaries,
Its an accord that needs no definition for to define is to snatch away the interpretations of our souls from it,
Its an union enjoyed with the thought of togetherness but never with it..
Its an affection, my beloved he says to her,
its a deep affinity that bathes my soul in contentment
a deep hunger for affection, which when satisfied, fills the soul with bounty
a tenderness that creates hope without agitating the soul, changing the earth to Paradise
and my life to a beautiful dream..
I walk when the morning arrives... and a thought sinks my heart... a thought of the inevitable...
(to be contd)

Monday, February 16, 2009

Every song has an end..

My friend Shantanu brings forth a very interestng revelation to me. He gives Mukund a wallpaper which reads
' Every song has an end, that does'nt mean we dont enjoy the music'.

So intriguing.
I decide to ponder over it.

How every beginning in its true form has an end.. What does'nt!
A movie ..ends!
A story.. ends!
A journey ends!
A dark night ends !
A Morning ends!
A cold November rain ends!
A christmas feast .. ends!
A New year ends !

Above all Life ends too..

Ha! so if all ends then why do we still ..

Go watch the movie
Buy the Book to read the story
Emabark on a journey
Wait for the night to dream dreams
Make Hay while the SUN shines
Goto out with our loved one to enjoy a walk in the November rain
Call our loved ones over for the Christmas Feast
Greet each other on New years eve..

why do we wait for mometnts when we are conscious of their demise. Sooner or later!!

Above all why are we born when we have to face the inevitable End..

The answer to all this lies in the simplicity of understanding called the 'functionality of purpose'

Which I interpret as;
Its never the Destination but the moments you gather on the journey
Its never about the end of the book but the story you felt one with till your journey to the last word
Its not about dawn but the journey till the dawn, when you dreamt dreams that you wish came alive
Its not about the end of the Feast but how lovingly you took care of your loved ones when they came for the feast

Its never about fearing the inevitable end but the journey you lived till there.

Live in the Now, All that we are promised is now
All that will go away from us will be our now
Yesterday is our slipped away 'Now'
Tomorrow is our expected and inevitable that would tommorow to turn into a 'Now'

Therefore,
Love Now
Forgive Now
Smile Now
Laugh Now
Appreciate Now
Apologise Now
Dream Now

Above all... LIVE NOW!!
you're not too sure if you'd get another shot at opportunity wrapped in the arms of destiny.. The Time is Now!!

Think about it..
I still am

Ratin..

Thank you Shantanu for helping me dwell on my thoughts concieved of your statement
Happy Birthday too my dear!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Cherish the Never Cherished!

Life is but a mere reflection of itself in its percieved originality of origin.
We take for granted what we never have to struggle to keep with us. The biggest of these is Life..If we were to know exactly when we would die, all would change.. The air we breathe would smell so different, the water we drink would taste sweeter, the world more shiny, the colours more brigher and colourful.
Cherish your life.. we live only once!!

i'l be back after a few more reflective moments
till then
Keep thinking,
Ratin

Thank you Shantanu for helping me ponder.. Happy birthday too!

A reply..

This was a reply to My friend Kunal on the one liner that he wrote on his blog.. Thought i'd share my reply here too.

In life "Who 'we' matter to are mostly not those who 'we wish' we mattered to"

In the cacophony of all this we face lies, hatred,betrayal and gleam of tears that could put oceans to shame॥

I finallly propose this .

Love those who love you,

Feed those who feed you,

Dream for those who dreamt for you,

Look after those who look after you,

Share with those who share with you,

Smile for those who smile for you,

Laugh for those who laugh with you,

Run a mile for those who ran two for you

LIVE FOR THOSE WHO LIVE FOR YOU

And if a moment comes then

DIE FOR THEM , FOR NEVER FORGET, THEY LIVED ,BUT ONLY FOR YOU ! !

Keep thinking..

Ratin ..

we need much more..

In life it is quite intriguing to see how what we suspect is the cause of the sympton is not what it really is..
Finally a realisation came about that i have shared with my friends and thought i should with the ones i could'nt. I apologise!.

" Some headaches in life are never cured by Crocins . ."

' कुछ दर्द-ऐ-ज़ख्म ज़िन्दगी मे , दवाओं से नही पर दुआओ से भरा करते हैं '

This is the Best i could translate my words in both the languages. Hope they'd invoke some leading and developing thoughts in your minds..

In search of love and peace i retire,

Ratin..

How it all ends is how it all began..

My thoughts are never mine , but the world's..
How can something that is inspired from the external world OF which i am a part of can be mine.
Imagine how minuscle we all are..
Progressively our interpretations becomes as minute or as expansive as we want it to be.

Whats most important in life to understand that situations get critical when they are looked at too closely . look too closely at a text and feel the sharp blinding
Adjust the perspective and see it all fall in place..
All we need to do is see the right things the right way.
Remember how amusing it is to see trains ,cars ,people,animals ,fields and buildings from an airplane... they appear so little even when they're not.. Why??
keep thinking because i am too..

Ratin..Still thinking..